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Rob Rix
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rob_rix
Ontario, Canada
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Colouring outside the lines on the Semantic Code team at @GitHub.
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Osobe koje vas prate
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bees seem like they really deserve a little lovingkindness. I get that.
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going to go feel sad now, and then go to bed
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p.s. I like the black hearts they seem like Your Thing and they are a good thing
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am I to infer you’re AB negative?
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😭💟
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it is … surprisingly cathartic and … a relief, I guess … to know that it’s not just me
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does it hurt less later on?
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it
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I used to wonder how, with my background, I didn’t end up more fucked up
now I realize that no, I *am* more fucked up, just not in the precise ways one might have predicted
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…which I guess says a lot in and of itself
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the phrase “self-compassion” still sounds like a bad joke to me
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in the meantime it is a pretty consistently reproducible way to feel really, really sad, and I’m supposed to practice
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today my psychiatrist gave me a tool to feel really, really sad, and it’s actually kind of a tremendous improvement on feeling like you will never feel anything again, especially since the sorrow presumably lessens with experience
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the ghost of gingivitis past
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(A strange thought given how incremental healing is.)
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Grandma was a nurse which I assume is a less incremental profession than software, but that whole protestant work ethic thing is a killer, and no one will thank you for working yourself to death.
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Amen 💙 it’s brutal.
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I don’t know how to get them to work, but learning how they themselves worked was one of the highlights of my childhood. “Solenoid” is also one of the best words. So I’m pro-solenoid in general I guess.
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Much tho I loved my grandma, I wish she’d never told me “anything worth doing is worth doing right,” cos my perfectionism is eating me alive
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“It’s the thought that counts” is sheer venom.
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