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Carson Stone
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I write dark/transgressive fiction. I meditate a lot. I read a lot. Philosopher. IG handle - carsondude1
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It’s the same one, but was remade so that it made more sense! A fan did it and de Palma endorsed it!
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Bingo. When I was young I ran from structure. Now that I’m older I require it. I’ve got a daily program I follow with no excuses. Makes a world of difference.
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I’ve got it too.
When I was diagnosed, my psychiatrist looked at me and said “Your numbers are off the charts, how have you never done time?”
Adderall worked for awhile but it made me more unhinged, so I quit. I don’t know what shifted, but something did. Maybe meditation.
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There is always...SHOPLIFTING.
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I just stop talking to them. At a certain point it becomes my fault, not theirs.
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I’m very impulsive too. I’ve gotten better over the years, mainly due to regret. Instead of shaming myself with it I use it as a guideline.
Like some days I know it’s just not a good day for me to be around anyone, and so I try not to be around anyone.
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Nope. And even in person, depends on the circumstances. And even then, how I see me is most certainly not identical to how, say, my mom sees me.
But online especially. We’ll take a single snapshot of someone and decide that they fit into this neat little box marked good or bad.
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I was like “This IS Twin Peaks” then I saw the hashtag. I enjoyed Raising Cain. Are you watching the original or the remix? The remix is actually way better IMO
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You ever tried to be completely honest for a day? It’s hard. I try to be as honest as I can be, but discomfort is a bitch.
I do think most of these online pigpiles/cancellations you see are mostly due to people wanting to be accepted as one of the mob- I mean, crowd.
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It’s dawned on me that substance abuse plays a key role in every one of my stories.
I don’t see it as a problem. Not like my substance abuse was. I don’t have urges to drink/use anymore, I’ve been clean for 8 years. It shows me that it never truly leaves. It waits.
#amwriting
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I’ve been revisiting old stories lately, the ones I never finished early on. They’re revealing themselves to me now and it’s awesome.
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Gabe Valentine
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I remember my first robbery at 16.
Pizza Hut.
It was Me, Derek and Rudy. We lured our dealer into the bathroom and robbed him for an ounce, during business hours.
We went up to the park after work, got high and split it up.
That was a #generation ago.
#BraveWrite #vss365
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“I wish for a better world for no one.” (Paraphrased)
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I need to watch this movie later this week. As it stands right now, I still rank Patrick Bateman’s monologue at the end of American Psycho as my current fave.
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Is that your art?
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Just finished this book. If you’re a fan of Edvard Munch’s artwork, or Karl Ove Knausgaard’s writing it’s worth a read. He offers interesting perspectives and also some glimpses into his own life (If 6 volumes weren’t enough for you.)
#edvardmunch #karloveknausgaard #goodreads pic.twitter.com/lTqRPIlwbD
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“Hell is all around us.”
“A lifeless, shuffling hoard...”
(Snippets from a song)
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“Hangin’ round, downtown by myself....”
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Getting ready for a jousting match.
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