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i'm a dysautonomic ex-child prodigy withdrawing from suboxone, diazepam, clonidine, and booze, all while leaving abusive, isolating environments that ate my launchpad years that left me with a lesson: the distance between heaven and hell is one hydrogen atom. no one escapes.
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Noellehotep
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Society offered one chance on the launchpad to today's dilapidated rites, I missed and received nonpersonhood. Pent-up energy expanded, densified, involved to hikikomorphic psychosocial patterns. Obscene anomalies flourished. was forced to give normies my human birthrights.
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Noellehotep
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Now falling toward premature physical death or shamanism. the outcome depends on this: can i give others my light, or will that hydrogen molecule cage it? essence or instrumentality? hey, 15 years of shamanic illness is more auspicious than 5. if i have to die again, I'm ready.
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