He's being a complete shit to me & the nurses. Very sexist, very dismissive. Somewhere in the middle of this my ex backs away. He knows pic.twitter.com/iAkJTDeVTy

I look that man in the eye, grab his tie & snatch him down. I might have choked him a little with it. I was upset. I was itching & in pain pic.twitter.com/b12oTfSlbZ

He's demanding the nurses help him & they don't know him. They don't even see this death grip. Not until he admits there's an issue pic.twitter.com/ZMcLIJXBHu

Fun fact, there is a small portion of the population that lacks the receptors for certain opioids. We get itchy, we get aggressive. pic.twitter.com/slQmTP74IZ

What we don't get is high. Or much pain relief from morphine & several derivatives. Some will put us to sleep. The floor nurse knew that pic.twitter.com/PZLd5skFLF

All she needed him to do was prescribe something I had been given that worked. But he was too busy being an ass to listen. pic.twitter.com/eCvnAMbqFo

I apologized to the nurse I threatened. I didn't apologize to the doctor. He prescribed something else & fled. He never got that close again pic.twitter.com/o77zMPlZ4z

In my chart, there is a bright red sticker that says I should never have morphine. Because my brain chemistry reads it so wrong pic.twitter.com/EHnh1vBEZO

I have an unusually high tolerance for pain. In part because even the pain meds that work mostly just put me to sleep. It still hurts

But I would rather the pain than what felt like the green light to psychopath. I literally thought hurting people would make me feel better